As some of you may know I ended up at the ER on Tuesday night from an overdose. It was rather impulsive, and I don't even remember making the decision to do it - yet I literally don't remember the past 2 days.

Anyhow, I think the drugs are out of my system now (not seeing double or being off balance any more), but I still feel so drained. I feel like I have nothing at all in myself to give, and I just want to lie and be still forever.

I wasn't even particularly depressed before Tuesday, but I definitely am now. I see T again on Monday, but it really can't come soon enough.

This post really has no point other than to complain ... I'm sorry