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Originally Posted by jacq10
As some of you may know I ended up at the ER on Tuesday night from an overdose. It was rather impulsive, and I don't even remember making the decision to do it - yet I literally don't remember the past 2 days.
Anyhow, I think the drugs are out of my system now (not seeing double or being off balance any more), but I still feel so drained. I feel like I have nothing at all in myself to give, and I just want to lie and be still forever.
I wasn't even particularly depressed before Tuesday, but I definitely am now. I see T again on Monday, but it really can't come soon enough.
This post really has no point other than to complain ... I'm sorry 
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Oh yes, I've been there. There are permanent gaps in my memory around these times. I was involuntarily committed to hospital psych wards following both incidents. The last time I was walking around using a walker for at least a couple of weeks afterward. So, based on my experience, I would say that what you are experiencing now is to be expected. It will pass. The loss of memory may not. My best wishes to you, Jacq!