I've been going thru a bad time lately. I have bad thoughts and my pdoc knows and changed my meds today. Prior I had wondered when do you know when it's time to go inpatient? I have no suicidal plans just thoughts so things are a lot better than they were before, but I had wondered and never posted the question because I was afraid to talk about it. For some reason I feel shameful when these thoughts come into my head. I just sometimes get really tired of the ups and downs of the disease, as does everyone I am sure. I hope I don't get in trouble for asking this question but I was just wondering.