I notice with my new T we haven't really delved into my past much. I'm not sure if I should even bring it up since I'm seemingly in a relatively good place right now. I can't help but think dredging up old memories or even analyzing more recent occurrences could lead to a potentially volatile situation...like exploring the unknown with only the purpose of furthering understanding of myself and maybe shining some light on recent episodes..but will that understanding come at a price, at shattering the equilibrium and peace I had come to know only in days of late? One thing I really hated about my episode was that I was constantly in a state of flux, not like multiple personalities but like my perceptions and interpretations of my life's events and my own experiences changed nearly every day... like I didn't have solid ground to stand on. And I was constantly trying to re-invent myself and my persona.

Anyways, opinions: can knowing too much about yourself cause more harm than good? (with regards to stability of life and mind). From my perspective I have a lot to lose and maybe I think ignorance can be bliss, so long as the end result of non-ignorance doesn't greatly outweigh the present situation. Sorry if none of this makes any sense, I think I forgot to take my meds last night..leading to mental diarrhea in the form of this post