Sometimes he makes me feel like I'm selfish and that I don't focus on other people. Which can be true--I'm very self-absorbed. I can admit this. But also, I feel like I never get the chance to prove to him that I can be caring and warm about other people, because all he ever sees of me is when I'm inside the room is when I'm...TALKING ABOUT MYSELF!
If I even try to ask how he is doing or what he feels, he answers a bit, but immediately swings it back to me. I get that it's my therapy and that I'm paying for it, but it makes me angry that he only sees me one way. I am nothing but self-involved when I am in that room. I hate it.
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