most of the time my anxiety just takes right over. Can't go out, can't socialize even by phone, can't work. I have a very low threshhold for stress and I have a very stressful job. Haven't been able to work in 3 years and it's looking more and more that I'm going to have to change careers and that's not going to be so easy at 50 and frankly I don't know how to do anything else.