(((Seawhale))) Remember when you suffer from depression, depression will tell you many negative things. Depression wants to control you. The worse you feel the stronger depression becomes. I see that others have posted all of the good things in your post so I wont go into that. A lover: In my case at this time there will be no one. Depression has me stuck in my home most of the time. I keep thinking about doing stuff to meet someone but I just think about it. I did meet someone online once. I was with her for 8 years. She is great but my depression got to bad. In a way depression took her from me too. Do your best that's all anyone could ask for. If you get to down post on here and someone will answer.