Ah, I see. No, definitely not father figure. 1) female t so would more likely be mother figure (or aunt figure, as aunt played huge mother role (along with my actual mom) prior to her passing, which compounds loss felt at "loss" of t. Add to that the losses coming up with the move, and the loss of the house which was originally aunt's house before she died... I'm having trouble not being buried by all that). 2) hate my father and would be happy if I managed to lose him from my life already. Probably only the 2nd loss I'd be happy with. First is his other sister, who is horrid but likely will live forever... I have no issue with Freud, but that was just poor grammar
She offered twice weekly sessions, which I'm beginning to think she wishes I did not accept, so will see her 6 times before she leaves. She had mentioned moving on to a job that is "less intense" yet she offered extra sessions. Go figure... I have a feeling she may back out as the time for her leaving gets closer. I had a few gut feelings about her and this position as we worked together, and so far I have been correct... I think she only offered because I had very recently asked for more support leading up to the move. July is a heavily triggering month for me... sucks that I'm losing her support right before. I think I may ask her for a referral to someone just in case. I hope I won't need it, but I was already kinda sinking before she told me she was leaving. I'm trying hard not to be selfish about this, as I know she needs to take care of herself, but the little kid in me is throwing a screaming fit... I never cry, but I couldn't keep the tears in today when she told me, they just spilled out. I didn't mean to... I couldn't say anything to her either for several minutes because I don't think I could have kept from sobbing. So I just sat there playing with my ring as my face got wet.