Hugs, newtus. It's such a hard spot, but I hope you find something to make you feel better soon.

So my poetry anthology is available on lulu.com and I've submitted it to kobo and Amazon and a couple others, I need to wait for it to be reviewed for everywhere except lulu. I spent all day editing it and learning how to format it to be readable on ebook readers. I'm kind of proud of myself. This is what I submitted for the preview:

AFTERGLOW

each movement has an
afterglow
where there once was one
there is two

and I feel each colour
in my chest
like a bullet

Those little orange bottles
have shot me
and I bleed
crimson

but there is still
the afterglow
the crimson-ochre-celadon-fallow

the world has so many colours.
doesn't it scare you?
aren't you afraid?

Am I allowed to post the link to the ebook buying page here? Is that advertising, and is advertising against the rules?

EDIT: yeah, advertising is against the rules without permission from the admin. Is it worth asking?