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Old Jun 06, 2014, 07:10 PM
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Location: Europe
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This is a woman that never dated or kissed anyone speaking.
I have many things on my own to deal with right now, what might turn me unconsciently unavailable.
But I have come to this point in my life where this subject is conserning me most and most. I would like to have a shared life at some point in my life...among many faults that push guys away from me, I'm also to picky.

But I think this is not what matter here, because what is going to happen with me and my life, just my will and the fate will tell.
What I want to know it's how it's like, to find love, to date someone, to have a boyfriend.

My mother is very private on the matters of the heart, so she never spoke to me about these kind of thing. My father just mentioned it briefly few time. I don't know anything about how was their love life, when they met, the people they dated before they knew each other. And specialy I barely see them showing some form of love to each.

So besides everyone of my age had already have many dating experiences. I almost feel like it is a forbidden subject, like a thing that isn't normal. And I know it is. But I don't know almost anything about it rather from what I see and apreciate as an outsider observer.

Share some story, some experience, some advice or anything else to me. If it isn't asking to much from you. I don't want to break anyone's privacy.
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