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Old Jun 06, 2014, 08:55 PM
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I have had many troubling thoughts come and go from my head, but, the idea of fire, watching things burn, even spontaneous combustion have burrowed a spot in me that nothing else has ever done. I look at people and fantasize that if I looked at them just right I could set them on fire and watch them burn. Now it happens when I'm in public & I don't know these people, but part of me is sure they're out to get me, or are passing some sort of judgement on me. My anger boils so hot that I feel I can make them burn. I am a smoker & carry a lighter, but that is not a concer. I want to burn them with my hatred. If you've ever seen Firestarter then you'll get the jist of what I mean. I don't want these thoughts, but they don't seem to be disappearing. Has anyone else ever had a similar problem?
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Burning mud in my eyes blinding me from the truth
If it's a shadow in me the dark is a tidal wave inside of you
You've been taking communion
Getting drunk on your antidote
I'll save a seat next to me down below