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Originally Posted by SoupDragon
l think in the case of T's it can be about them and possible lack of skills to help someone. l am wondering what your ex T was responding to in your email?
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He was replying to me saying that I was feeling doomed. Last thing he ever wrote to me in an email was:
If you find yourself stuck feeling doomed, I would encourage you to talk with someone in your area. I know that there are plenty of good people down there and would encourage you to reach out to them.
I do not believe he lacks the skills, he has many years of experience. I'm not sure what his explaination is. I wish I did know. I do live in a different town from him now, although I was willing to travel to see him. I guess this was not what he wanted - he would rather me see someone else. So I finally did this.
ETA: If I'm really honest, what I most would like to know is if he still cares about me, or if he ever loved me, and what his feelings for me were/are. I guess what I want is the truth, no matter what.
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