So we had a talk tonight. He talked a lot about how he's feeling and I think even more that his anxiety is pretty out of control. I think he's constantly worrying about something, even relatively small things, at least from my point of view. Sleeping terribly. And he just always wants to be alone. So I took nwgirls's advice and told him I'd just step back and leave him alone. Told him to let me know if I could do anything and made him promise to call his doctor Monday. But for now I'm just letting him be. It's heartbreaking, I'm absolutely crushed but I just don't know what else to do.

Told him I loved him, he just said, "don't hate me," I said "I could never hate you," and I left. It's been two weeks since he stopped taking Paxil. Shouldn't it be better by now? I don't know if the anxiety (and I think a bit of depression) is just the normal anxiety issues he had before starting the meds or if it's exacerbated by the withdrawal. I just know he's in a rotten place and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. I'm simply wrecked.