...there is a ridiculous and permanent shame...

the drink gets drunk the drunk gets consumed with the need for more...

I am one of these confounded individuals!

I am lucky to have friends!

and do I want any?

I do not trust myself with others!

I am not pissed all the time...

my drug addict days are over...

I want to be left alone...

it makes sense to be left alone,

something went wrong with me...

somewhere...somehow!....it went wrong

and I did my best to adjust to it