I honestly don't. My coping around this situation involves pretending it is never going to happen and I am positive she will be in my life forever. There is a possibility there is some truth in these feelings, but I am aware this is an unhealthy way of coping with the future loss, and that there very well may come a time I lose contact with her and she becomes a fond and treasured memory. It makes me so sad to think about. I hope this is far off in the distance and will not happen anytime soon.