It seems that there is no answer and will never be an answer, we have to know that this is how relationships work, this is the life.


It is very good to be mindfulness if you have the ability to do it, for me it is not easy, the human brain is not like a hard desk, so you cannot delete, format, cut and paste, hide or shut it down.

And it is so sad truth to control something made by your self as a human, but very difficult to control your own mind, not that easy, and for that people take medicines to help them, life is full of philosophy.