Well, umm, I watched my home burn for 3 hours. To me it wasn't a very pleasant thing and not something I'd wish on my worst enemy. I've been dealing with the after effects for 6 months now - bad anxiety, depression, ptsd... We lost everything. Thank God for insurance or we'd probably still be stuck in a rental or something. Maybe you could use some help for your anger issues... I understand being annoyed with people, but I always feel most people are good deep down and just trying their best with life as I am.