lol oops i must sound like a self prophisizing twit!!! my mistake....hmm

i think it would be growing up my family wasnt really a family...each individual created an individual...and if you let yourself vunerable to the "family" you were seen as weak...now i have a bf and new future inlaws and a new family...who has new ideas...lol....and i am actually learning that today as a matter of fact...that once i am vunerable to the family then they will accept me more...lol saying that is one thing...but actually doing that will take more time then a few seconds to write this hehe....