Thank you! Yes it was hard, but I'm so glad I did it. Now I try not to freak out too much about the appointment with the psychologist. The funny thing is when I first told T about having to see this psychologist T immediately went into protective mama bear mode, asking why I would need that. She knows I've made bad experiences with T's in the past, and I bet at that point she was thinking something along the lines of: noone better messes with my Jordy's mind!

When I explained it was a required evaluation, not therapy or regular sessions, she was fine with it and said it was understandable. Therapy is apprently possible at that place for free, but I'd rather stay with T.

Sweepy: my mom doesn't even know about T (or I suspect she chooses to pretend not knowing), so there's no way I could tell here about this until I absolutely have to.