Hi sickntired, thanks for the creative post. Its good to be yourself and know you exist…Having problems with your feelings does not mean you “are nothing.” Although I can relate to the feeling and I know it is difficult to deal with. Sometimes when my meds are not right or I am not active in therapy I start to feel useless and worthless. Its easy for me to sit here and write “I am somebody, I am important”—its harder to firmly believe it. My wish for you is that someday you see yourself as valid and important—you no longer feel like “nothing.” From your post I am kinda assuming somebody has done or is doing something to hurt you. Maybe you could write about that a little. I have found this to be a safe place to share experiences. Of course, you have been a member longer than me, so you probably already know that. Maybe, for you, this post is enough of an expression. Please try to be nice to yourself—you deserve it.