Aw Muse, thanks! Luckily my husband is now retired from the Navy. But when he was deployed it wasn't really a question of how to do it...it was just do it or else! Thankfully I have a great relationship with my mom and I had work to keep me focused on other things besides J not being home.

Billy and Mandy, hehe! I really like "Foster's" better but Dracula slays me. "Dracula still likes the ladies!" We just watched three "Foster's" before coming down for breakfast.

Oh, back on topic...I wonder if your former doc was going on old research and observations also. Not to fault him but hey, you're taking matters into your hands and seeking the help you need. Admitting you need help is the biggest step of all. When I finally made my first T appt in September one of my best friends told me, "Just because you have a good day doesn't mean you can back out. You need to go through with this."