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Originally Posted by Wysteria
I'm really afraid for myself and my relationship with T. I know what I'm doing is wrong...but I can NOT stand the pain of losing the last person in my iife. And that is not an exaggeration.... I know that these behaviours are very wrong and have been fighting all day and last night. I'm hurting emotionally, mentally and now physically...
WB
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Wysteria, dear, what you are doing is not
wrong. These behaviors are a reaction to past trauma. I really believe that your T will understand, and this will not negatively affect your relationship. Tell him your fears about this, and perhaps the two of you can talk about what he might do to best help you when things like this happen. Please don't berate yourself. Thinking of you and sending you lots of hugs and support, and understanding.
