[QUOTE=Pfrog;3797599]I'm pretty confident that he can handle all this as he knows exactly what's going on even if all the particulars aren't available to you or him yet ...

More than likely y'all will go over it at your next session in an effort to try to figure out what it was that caused the trigger and flashback and reaction to it.

It is frightening when these things happen and often confusing as we aren't always aware of what brought them on.

Yes, we talked briefly yesterday...he knew I was terribly disturbed...he left me a message last week to save and listen to when I'm upset...so been listening to that. I hate that I don't even remember what happened after a certain point. He helped me remember parts of it. I hate being out of control and "naked" so to speak.

It's just that all the ***** that's been happening around me is swirling with this...makes it more intense and like every male around me is lying to me. I never want to see him as "male" either.

Hugs are always welcome...thank you....
Sorry so disjointed...
wb