[QUOTE=Raging Quiet;3797387]It sounds a really painful session for you and really raw.

Sometimes in therapy, we can project whoever we want the t to be and if you were feeling your most vulnerable, it's understandable that you had a turn, it was your body protecting you.

I know it sounds stupid, and I think I understand, but in a way, I made my body and "self" much MORE vulnerable by NOT being there to deal with it and to keep control.... I hate not being able to protect myself when I go "away" like that...although usually stay in the room...

I really, really thought someone else had come in the room with us...that's why he left thinking that I meant him too....it is all messed up in my head...