ive been alone a lot lately but not that lonely until today. i also miss T cuz i didnt see him at all this week. we still text tho. i feel negative and sad. im having negative thoughts. im trying to be positive and think about good things that are going on in my life right now. also i was on facebook and went to type in the search bar a friends name that happens to have the same first name as former T. former Ts facebook was in the list of results. so i saw his stupid face. so that kind of triggered me. f_ck him.