I literally fail at every single thing I do in life, which wasn't as bad as a kid, but it's a huge problem now that I'm an adult and need to have skills so I can hold a job and not wind up on the streets prostituting myself.

There is only one thing I do well in the entire world, and that is school. Now that college is over, I don't have anything left in my life that makes me feel like I'm not completely worthless and doomed to wind up on the streets until someone kills me or something. While I was in school, I had good grades to make me feel like I could get something right, but now I don't have that to rely on anymore and just have person after person in my life telling me and reminding me that I'm not good enough.

I can't find a job that pays enough to allow me to rent an apartment, and I don't blame employers for not wanting me. I have absolutely no skills at all. I'm not good at organization. I can't multitask without screwing everything up. I have NO attention span--like, I can't even watch a movie because I can't focus long enough. I have no social skills. I'm too introverted. I have crooked teeth that I can't afford to get straightened, so employers don't even want me doing something like working cash registers because I'm too ugly and they don't want me representing their company.

I don't have the option of moving in with my dad because he lives with my sister who is a complete nightmare to live with. When I lived with him, I couldn't even take showers or use the bathroom because she pukes and craps all over the bathroom and refuses to clean it until the whole bathroom and house fills with fruit flies. I couldn't even eat without fruit flies landing on my food because the house was so full of them. Not to mention she would just insult me and yell at me all day long, so I would hide in my bedroom having panic attacks most of the day. I'd really rather die than live there again.

I just want to not be so useless so I can earn my own money and make my own living, but I'm too stupid to. That's not even me having low self esteem. That's the truth, I can't do ANYTHING well. I can't sell things. I can't make things. I can't sing. I can't dance. I can't play instruments. I can't organize things. I can't answer phones without sounding like an idiot. I can't write articles without taking forever because my brain works so slow...I had a few writing jobs in the past, and I eventually got fired because employers insist that I work fast, and I can't because I don't process information fast enough. So they'd say they have to find someone who can produce content for them faster. I'm really just completely stupid.

I literally feel like my only option is to prostitute myself because that's the only thing anyone will ever think I'm good for. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.