I literally hate everything about myself. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I act, I hate my attitude, I hate everything. And the worst part is I don't really want to do anything about it. I'm reading all these articles about how to have better self esteem but for some reason I don't want to take the advice. I have no motivation to fix anything at all. I'm not happy with how I am but I don't want to do anything about it. I'm too lazy (another thing I hate about myself) to do anything about it. So in reality I'm just a lazy, whiner who really doesn't have a right to complain.