This illness is so hard. The medications truly change us and I find it hard to differentiate what is med, bipolar, or just me???
I have felt awful before and it eventually changed. Life is change. That much we are guaranteed. You are strong and about you are just on a bad trip. It will improve but right now you have to take it in bite size pieces. Day by day. Control is an illusion. You are strong and I care. Pm me if you want to chat.
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