Have had the same feelings about myself... I've ended up being a stay-at-home mom whose hobbies are learning French and Icelandic and studying. I love textbooks. I could've been anything I wanted to be but kind of just flailed around since graduation, quit college after a year, and here I am 25 years later. Although I've never really known what I've wanted to do. I have too many interests to narrow it down to any certain thing. But I too live in a rural area, which isn't much help for accomplishing much. My 2 nephews are doing great in the world but have had to leave for larger areas. It can get you down, though. I empathize.