I've never had a job in my life, gone for several interviews.. Flunked, all of them. Why? I assume it's because employers frown upon my hyperactivity level.. Once I start talking, I can't stop. I'm very hyperactive, and have no filter, even if I try.. Somehow, I always manage to jump a topic at a job interview.. I feel like I don't belong in the working world. Always been harassed because of my level of hyper activity. I just want to be normal, but can't figure out how to be Afraid of being diagnosed not knowing what tests are performed, and even more terrified of the medications and side effects of said medications. I've been on Vyvsane, 40mg about a year ago. Doctor let me ramble, and then just chose a medication for me. Got horrible side effects. Dizzy, dehydrated, spacy, but had a clear mind at the same time. Felt swollen, had the worse migraine I've ever had in my life that I can't even describe.