keeping with the off topic thing (so skip this if you like!) but wow! as soon as you said that about not wanting to mess up the kitchen it rang a big bell! had never thought of it before. its not the only thing but that probably does play a big part in my messed up eating. i hate cooking and that probably is in part because i have to do the dishes after and i really hate doing them. i have to do them perfectly or i feel like throwing up. and i have to fight the nausea if theres gross food stuff on them. thanks for that insight winterrose.
about the tele, yeah as soon as i posted it i remembered its fine for me since i only have four channels so most of the time theres nothing i want to watch on. i understand if you have more channels why you would not have a tele. for the same reason i dont have a vcr or dvd recorder. if i did id be recording things all night and watching them all day. lol.
ok back on topic... sorry!