sooo i got some good news in the mail. Social security sent a letter saying they reviewed my disability and said i will continue to receive benefits. that took 5 months. Also my school sent a letter saying that i am awarded financial aid (Pell Grant) for Fall 2014/Spring 2015 semesters. YAY!!!!!!! it took 6 months for them to review my FAFSA but they finally did. i work 5-9:30 today. i texted my friend from yesterday to see if she wanted to hang out with me before work but she called and said she is in COlumbia, SC for an AA gathering and won't be back til later. So im kinda bummed about that but we planned to hang out on MOnday before work. I no longer feel paranoid that she doesnt like me anymore. she apologized for bailing on me and i accepted. she said she just wasnt in a good place yesterday. I can understand that. I have those days too.

well im excited about the letters. those were 2 things i have been worrying about for months. Also i saw a link on FB about Ts girlfriend's daughter who wants to go to Bard College in MA and they set up a fundraiser thing for donations. The goal is 1,000$ and they were are $895 so i donated $15 dollars to it. That felt good, to donate. I dont really talk to her daughter (shes 16 and going to college!) but Ts girlfriend has always been really nice to me and helped me through some things (She works at the program im in too, thats how we know each other).

So, a pretty good start to the day. i want to keep the positive momentum going!