I'm scared about future too. Pay monthly bills it's being harder every month. Every cent can be counted and saved and if I start to think in our future I only see me as a homeless. The money is not enough for expenses and mortgage so I have nightmares with eviction. Yeah I spend most of my time thinking about what if.... My mind can't stop fearing and thinking how wrong my existence is. Because when my husband look at me knows what I am thinking and sometimes he can't deal with me.
I have the sensation that I am *****/ his life...
I think that when we are in this kind of situation it's impossible think how beautiful the future is going to be because I only can see the dark side.
But you need to see how beautiful life could be. You have your hubby and your child and although you lost everything in the fire, you didn't lose your child or your husband or yourself. You are still alive and you have your family. And that is wonderful.
You have to find and believe how strong you can be. Lot of hugs.