That I should just quit telling myself I can't do anything and just get of disability and go get a job....yes because I wake up every morning and totally tell myself 'you can't do anything' no my f***ing brain is the one that tells me that and I have to fight it all the time.......I mean forgive me if its a little hard not to give in sometimes. But depression isn't my only problem that's just the one that causes negative thoughts I certainly did not have any intention of creating in my mind I suppose the PTSD could play a role in that as well.