Sounds like you have some harsh and difficult family members. If they only understood that a college education gives you more choices in this world and increases your earning potential. I always wanted my children to finish college so their lives would be better than mine. I was a college dropout. I have worked 2 jobs to put my children thru college. I am sorry you are having such a difficult time. Sounds like you need more supportive people to be around. Best of wishes to you. We love you her on pc.