Yes i do - and i think the circumstances don't help. Customer service is appalling in this country, so when i do get a (usually automated) letter informing me of some other idiots mistake i detest having to spend my own already miserable time becoming more miserable. Being bombarded by incompetence really sets me off. If i come home from some useless health appointment for example and then have to deal with more incompetence i go one of two ways - fly into a rage or feel so exhausted i just slump into a near catatonic state. Of course i know things have to be done. It's part of the responsibility of being an adult. But when it's so.damn.difficult.all.the.time it wears you down. Perhaps if other parts of my life weren't also joyless it wouldn't bother me as much.
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