For two days THAT voice left me alone, not today. There is so much noise in my head and yet despite all the din, I can still hear it goading me. I heard screaming too, lost souls, drowning like me, I feel that I am responsible for their terror, that I am guilty of I know not what. It makes no sense, I want to unlock the mystery, I want to face what I've done and yet I hear myself saying this is your imagination, it isn't real, this is all just the depression. I am such a coward I can't bring myself to face the truth.