aw. I feel your pain. When I was that young also, I went through severe stages of depression, also almost suicide but I was never put in meds, I just started seeing a doctor a month ago and didn't get any meds yet, but I have depression and ADD I found out. Grrr. I'm 16 now. And I guess I'm mature for my age too, but if you ever want to talk you can always talk to me.

Love,
Jessica