Aw. I'm also a sophmore in highschool. I'd love to have a 3.8GPA. Ahhh too bad I havea 2.9GPA and ADD and no @$*#(@& meds yet....gotta wait till July So there's nothing I can really do right now. But just hang in there, you are depressed but just try keeping your head up. I know sometimes I feel like breaking-down crying for just screaming and cursing at people but I try to keep my head up. If I didn't, I'd probably be 100x's worse because I wouldn't be able to let all my sadness out and it was just lead me the wrong way. But just keep your head up, let me know how things go. And I would NEVER go to my school counsellor, I'd be too afraid too since I don't know him. I used to SI, smoke, and drink just to escape reality. But hang in there, if you need anything, you can always PM me because I can relate (except having good grades) but I know how highschool is, plus we're the same age! But keep in touch and keep your head up!

Love,
Jessica