Just really having a hard time and I've never been one to reach out to others. I thought this would pass. I have a hard time talking to others when it involves feelings, and I have so many things in my life to be happy about that I think I shouldn't feel this way. As much as I try I can't will it away. I've done everything I thought I should do. My doctor referred me to a therapist and I'm taking an antidepressant, going to therapy every week, but I still feel stuck. I have 4 beautiful children, and a husband that I am sure hung the moon, and I feel like I should be able to "snap out of it" for them. I've never been in a place like this before where I couldn't pull myself back on my feet and move on. The therapist has helped, and given me a lot of tools to help me cope. She says that I need to take a "leap of faith" and talk about things. Just wondering how others may have summoned up the courage to do this. I can't even admit my struggles to my own husband.