Hello Ishiru: This is the YouTube video I've come up with for you. This is basically an ad for a very well respected trans surgeon named: Dr. Sherman Leis. In the video itself, Dr. Leis just talks about what a person should do if s/he thinks s/he is transsexual. Dr. Leis does have other videos uploaded as well. In one, he describes the bottom surgery itself. You should be able to get to that one by first clicking on his channel name (Dr. Sherman Leis) and then clicking on the word "Videos" toward the top of the screen.

The most important reason that I selected this video is because of the website Dr. Leis maintains. This website is: www.thegendercenter.com . There you will find all sorts of additional information.

Finding a video to put a link to, here on PC, was tougher than I expected. Allot of the videos are very graphic & I didn't want to scare you to death before you even get started! Plus, I felt as though such graphic material was, perhaps, not appropriate to link to here on PC. However, these more graphic videos are on YouTube, as are videos where trans individuals talk about their own surgeries. You will be able to begin accessing these, if you want to, by clicking on some of the "Thumbnails" that run down the right side of your screen.

I hope this is useful to you as you continue to think about your personal situation. Let me know if you have any problems accessing any of this. I will be glad to try to help out any way I can!