Thanks azocd. Great advice and it makes absolute sense. The songs represent my mood at the time. I only wish the songs weren't so sad. I need to listen to my CDs more and not so much the radio. Then I'll know what to expect and be able to change my mood, hopefully.

I'm definitely a perfectionist and I'm very concerned about what think about me. Too much negative talk going on in my head. I tend to think about all the hurtful things said to or about me even if it was decades ago and even if we were total strangers. Playing songs" is sometimes a good way to drown them out, to a degree.

I hope that makes sense.