Thanks everyone. I went to my appointment today and I really needed it after having a bad start to the day. He seems like a good fit for me so far, he made some good observations about my thinking and was understanding about my current state. I'm planning on seeing him again next week.

And to the poster that asked about how she died, I'm told it was a heart attack or something. I thought she was about 60 but it turns out she was in her 70s, still too young to die in my opinion. My new T is older but I think maybe late 50s? My best friend was suggesting that I see someone young this time, but I think that going to someone in the same practice as my last T is helpful.