i have terrible anticipatory anxiety. i feel anxious about seeing T at 3. im not sure why. i feel this way before i go in to work too. but once i get there i feel better. i just hate the hours before. i count down the time and that prob doesnt help. i wnt to see T today but im so anxious about it. plus i havent seen him in a while. sometimes i feel anxious when im seeing someone after a break. ughhhh.