I so relate to the pain of seeing a so called "doctor" who behaves like and resembles nothing as much as an a%^&$ole I am sorry you have had that experience But please try to hang in there, and keep talking to us, unlike some "doctors", we do care! I hope you find an adequate doctor who actually wants to help you soon. You deserve good help, we all do! ((((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))