Forgot to write, like towards my guy, I have practicly no sexual desire...but I am checking other guys like all the time and hate it! Like I'm cheating on him?
Like I said, that afternoon, when I was really great and everything was just the way I want4ed it to be, I felt love, towards everyone, him, my family, towards my life, I suddenly felt like I haven't felt for ages. And no, wasn't hypomanic...I was simply me

Longing for that afternoon....