Sorry to be so blunt, but just get the disability pension. There will be plenty of time to look for an alternative program later if your improvement lasts. I have been working in the disability field for a while; I have learned about social security related to disability and how the system work around the world (and I have been disabled since I was 17). If you were in your 30's I would advise give a try to working but now, in your current situation, do your best to get the pension now. You are entitled to it, and the system does not understand how disability works, so... try to protect yourself as much as you can/ Having some security helps us to improve our mental health, you need that net to hold you, IMO. I wish you the best