Sometimes I actually forget where I parked in public parking lots and can't find my car but I eventually do. In reoccurring dreams I get lost in huge parking lots like the ones at malls, grocery stores and colleges and I'm never able to find my car.
Last night in a dream I got lost in a huge grocery store parking lot and walked so much that I had to lie down in some grass. When I got up to continue looking for my car, I realized that I had lost my shoes too. I began to look for them and just gave up and started crying.
Some of the meds I take contribute to my crazy dreams. But these type of dreams make my anxiety worse. I dread going to sleep because of dreams like getting lost. I feel lost in my waking life and sometimes I don't see a way out. I know if my situation or frame of mind changed my dreams would change. But I don't which way to go, literally.
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