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Old Jun 09, 2014, 08:21 PM
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Originally Posted by jacq10 View Post
OD'd last week, made a fool of myself in front of my friend who took me to the hospital, and in front of my T and pdoc two days later (still in haze from meds). Saw T today and told her how I've been super anxious and classically depressed (as opposed to my pervasive and more generalized depression). She told me that I should stop thinking about it and just try and live in the present.

THE PRESENT SUCKS.

What do I do I have no more anxiety meds because I took them all

I want to curl up in a ball and just sleep until I feel better. But I can't. too many responsibilities. And I have a huge meeting tomorrow that I have to lead...

I'm sorry.

this post is useless. Just like how i feel
Hello Jacq10: I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so unwell. Yes, I have some idea of what you're saying. I have no memories from the periods of time surrounding my 2 major suicide attempts. I have no idea what I did or said or what was done to me. And there is a sense in which I think that's probably just as well!

You know... I guess you might call me a quasi-Buddhist. I believe in the practice of mindfulness. But I sure get tired of mental health professionals tossing mindfulness out as though it's some kind of miracle cure for whatever ails us. I think if I had a T who told me to just try & live in the present I'd punch him or her in his or her present!

Anyway, I hope you begin to feel better. It takes time to recover from a med overdose... not a good time to be leading a huge meeting. Would your pdoc prescribe new anxiety med's? It probably can't happen soon enough to help with your meeting. But, if you can make it through that, perhaps a new prescription can help you to begin to feel less anxious. Best wishes...
Thanks for this!
jacq10