* Feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred
* Obsessive thinking about the past and the horrible things I've said or done, even thought
* Anxiety that something bad is going to happen
* Things that used to bring me pleasure now become a source of distraction from my own mind
* Worrying that I am a terrible person because of my past
* Constant pessimistic thinking
* Waking up very early in the morning (around 4:00 AM) and not being able to get back to sleep, though medication has helped with this
* Anxiety around other people, speaking more quietly than before
* Worrying that I will never get better

I could go on and on if my mind didn't feel so blank.